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hinder Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 10:46 pm
killerdaysie
you looked at me
and turned your head
for my tears not to see.

you never saw
that what you did
would make me leave you be.

space was made
time was spent
in sperate starless lives.

my name echos
within your mind
a thousand stabbing knives.

to never know
what may have been
such a tragic loss.

stepping forward
in my bright new world
happiness left for cost.

forget tasting that lasting impression May. 9th, 2005 @ 03:56 am
dyinginrhythm
explode in remorse of your undying beauty
to lost caused to realize you'll never be
that entraping love that I long to see
so rerecord yourself with your own two hands
and tangle the page with bright new strands
of useless and love that no one understands
I scream to myself what must I have done
to relinquish your love and cause my demise
I lift one last glance to look in your eyes
but pictures of you, have never looked back sweety...
and dear god, I pray they never do...
cause I can't make them cry,
like I used to make you...

A FAll From Grace Only Cushioned Our Landing May. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:39 pm
dyinginrhythm
A Small token of appreciation extended from your hand
as I brought it close to my eyes I saw it folding
the paper wings you used to soar on so lovely
was now the only thing that my hands were holding
the tears of forever fell from your fast filling eyes
and though I have looked in them many times before
they seemed so empty on that cold and lonely night
was your gift to me a soft goodbye that you left unspoken
or was my hello and everything wrapped up in this small token...

on the ashes of letters I burned to discard this...
one small word written in the blood of a loving heart appears
"love", simple and easy to say as it is to write, remained
but with heartbeats remains the answer to the question I will no longer ask
is it and was it love?

If lonely begins tonight I should not want to continue breathing
I will close my eyes and forget that i ever supported myself "in love"
so here goes, full ahead with no resistance from the crowd now
and close my eyes with determination and fear filled with letting go
my lungs have ceased and deceased with every intention of loving
and my heart I guess gave up long ago, before I knew it was that
so since my heart gave up I give in and give up to suit it
was your gift to me a soft goodbye that you left unspoken
or was my hello and everything wrapped up in this small token...

on the ashes of letters I burned to discard this...
one small word written in the blood of a loving heart appears
"love", simple and easy to say as it is to write, remained
but with heartbeats remains the answer to the question I will no longer ask
is it and was it love?

May. 3rd, 2005 @ 12:38 am
dyinginrhythm
You Folded With A Good Hand


You gave up rights to the good terms when you slaved yourself to him
rerun all the old episodes you used to love and then
rewrite the paragraphs that used to line your books
and before you close that cover take a final look
close your eyes and remember words that you will soon forget
lace up your shoes step outside to take a puff of that old cigarette
enhale deep inside both of your lungs don't let it get away
sip your murder through a filter and waste another day
sleep tonight oh so soundly and give your breath away...
just give your breath away...
breathe away...
go away.

East Of Arbour May. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:39 pm
dyinginrhythm
You're Too Blind To See This Pain,
That Burns My Hands Inside Your Hands,

Falling through six story windows
and smashing on the ground
washing our hearts in rivers
where the water has turned brown

My Chest Incaves
It's hard to breathe
For Another Day
We'll Fall Asleep,

You're Too Blind To See This Pain,
That Burns My Hands Inside Your Hands,
Your Words Cut deeply into my wrists
Before they tear my broken heart

The Bullet That You Shot Off
Is Lodged Deep Inside My Head
It's Hurting To hear Your Name
We'd Be Better Off Dead...

Cradled In Self Ignorance
falling asleep in your eyes
enveloped in fear and doubt
while believing all your lies

My Chest Incaves
It's hard to breathe
For Another Day
We'll Fall Asleep,

You're Too Blind To See This Pain,
That Burns My Hands Inside Your Hands,
Your Words Cut deeply into my wrists
Before they tear my broken heart

The Bullet That You Shot Off
Is Lodged Deep Inside My Head
It's Hurting To hear Your Name
We'd Be Better Off Dead...

My Chest Incaves
It's hard to breathe
For Another Day
We'll Fall Asleep,

for one more day
just leave me be...
Other entries
» (No Subject)
"A Burning Smell Of Anguish"

The Letters I Received You Never Wrote
The Ashes That Cover Them Now Apply To You
In Deeling With Anger I'll SLit My Own Throat
And Give Everything I was Away To You

Open Your Sores and Scream Bridges Down
Watch Helplessness Like Mine Fade
As Water Rushes Deep In Our Lungs
I Am A Symbol Of Regret
A Five Letter Name Inscribes

kelly

The Changes You Made Decide Who I Became
I Strived For Eternity Emptied After You
And Now All That's Left Is My Fullfilled Grave
And Empty Oxygen That Has Turned On You

I Remember A Memory Delightfully True
And As I Gave Up
It Dies Here With you
» Padded walls
Here among
my padded walls,
Bright lights shine
as I fall.
Buckled down
with burdens from past,
Pain and anger
for me do last.
No where to go
but up from here,
This journey constanly
haunts my fears.
Will I be able
to stand up tall,
Or be confined forever
to my padded walls?
» Lullaby
Although my sermon salts the air
My ears are soon left empty
Silence still holds dominion
Words once adorned are now laid bare
Unpolished lumps of nothing
so much unheard opinion

Silence now rest
Come happiness
All is at ease
Rest now in peace
Come now sleep

Shut my mouth and close my eyes
I've no strength left to patronize
So much to see with eyes wide open
But not a thing worth placing hope in

So hold me now in sweet pretense
If life's not worth the effort
At least it keeps my interest
Like fools embracing ignorance
Silence keeps still ambition
Hopes grip is so relentless

Silence now rest
Come happiness
All is at ease
Rest now in peace
Come now sleep

Shut my mouth and close my eyes
I've no faith left to compromise
So much to see with eyes wide open
But not a thing worth placing hope in

Is that the idea
It all seems like such a rip off
Am I supposed to act like it's okay
Just take it like a man
Don't feed me that fantasy
I've nothing but apathy
And impotent anger

And not a thing worth placing
Hope or anticipation
Accept the gentle though of darkness and silence
And slumber
» (No Subject)
Dry Knees
Calused and bruised
bent for hours at a time.

Streaming tears
Mascara runs
for this lost soul of mine.

Compass broken
Each direction
the paths are rough and dark.

Which turn
must I take
and the time I may embark.

Second guess
deep desires
for not my will but his.
» This Noble Reflection
Waiting now.
Reflecting yes.
Sickened now
Regretting these words that so describe me best
My eyes they see the words
But my mind begins now to understand
This love sick story
A crown disowned
To take a lovers hand.
Tears roll down my face
And my heart’s fortress come undone
For these tears that roll
That fall
That pound upon such unsuspecting ground
Are haunted
Saddened
Poisoned
Filled a thousand regrets to one
This place I’ve never been before
Standing toe to toe
Face to face with me
Realizing that those tears you cried
So passionately
So hopelessly
Were by my hand set free
I want to fix the hurts
Right the wrongs
Wipe your tears away
Be the man you needed so long for me to be
But to speak now would be cliché
So speak?
Not I for just my words have lost so much of meaning
But you’ll see
You’ll feel
That you are, beautiful, pure, sought after, adored
Oh crown of creation, I will be the one for which you are dreaming
So King Edward let your virtue resurrect in me
So I can be to her
My pure
My beautiful
My darling
My love
The man she deserves, and needs.
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